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isolating self or introspection self ?

Almost 2week at home. no kids, no husby and no more people accompany me. So Sad, but this is the best time for rewind what happened to me. no wrong. I am fine. Just need more time for relax, for rebahan's day, for marathon movie time. Ngga ada yang salah dengan keadaan yang sekarang. Lets introspection ourselves that our earth has always running to-go, then life is must go-on. Ngga ada yang perlu disesali, back than we have to greatful what happen now. Husby, Kiddo. Two man whi always support me, in whatever situation. They always giving big smile, deep-hugs, and he always said, "come on, umiii.. the world waiting us to explore". With his slim lips, ouhhh that smile really i miss. I dont care about other people who go away or just didnt know me. I really dont care. Because i have lil' family who always support. Dont be afraid Take a deep breathe, then let them go... Haaaahh... many things, yess so many thing you can do it right now. but dont forget to always say, Alha

watch out your wish !

As a health workers who worked in Pandemic period kadang kita harus mengesampingkan rasa lelah, letih and maybe boring karena setiap harinya akan selalu ada perputaran pasien. Always come and go. Entah itu pulang ke rumah atau ke Rahamtullah. We have to charge our power, full! But as human, rasa lelah dan jenuh itu pasti ada. Wlopun orang-orang diluar sana banyak yang mendoakan kami sebagai tenaga kesehatan supaya sehat selalu, but it works. Thanks. Sometimes, disaat bener-bener lg penat dan mood jelek gue pernah ngedumel yaa dalem hati "Ya Allah, lagi capeeeekk bgt nih. Give me a chance to full-rest, me time, waktu untuk ngerjain pekerjaan diluar gizi (to do list gue itu tuuuh) and many more". Kadang ngiri sama temen yang punya cuti so they can take anytime whenever they want, but me? Sadly, i have to sit down at office monday to saturday. and, Allah Maha Besar. Allah Maha Mendengar. Allah listen our heart, even in your very deep heart. Sampe ada suatu kejadian dimana temen

New Me

 Assalamualaikum ..... Lama banget ngga buka blog rasanya. Sampe bingung mau mulai cerita darimana. Udah banyak banget hal yang terjadi, banyak perubahan juga. Terakhir ngeblog akhir tahun 2017. Posisinya baru setahun nikah