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isolating self or introspection self ?

Almost 2week at home. no kids, no husby and no more people accompany me. So Sad, but this is the best time for rewind what happened to me. no wrong. I am fine. Just need more time for relax, for rebahan's day, for marathon movie time. Ngga ada yang salah dengan keadaan yang sekarang. Lets introspection ourselves that our earth has always running to-go, then life is must go-on. Ngga ada yang perlu disesali, back than we have to greatful what happen now. Husby, Kiddo. Two man whi always support me, in whatever situation. They always giving big smile, deep-hugs, and he always said, "come on, umiii.. the world waiting us to explore". With his slim lips, ouhhh that smile really i miss. I dont care about other people who go away or just didnt know me. I really dont care. Because i have lil' family who always support. Dont be afraid Take a deep breathe, then let them go... Haaaahh... many things, yess so many thing you can do it right now. but dont forget to always say, Alha...

Love Your Life

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Ceritanya lagi mumet banget dirumah sakit, ngga numpuk sih cuma lagi kurang refresing aja. Jadilah gue memutuskan untuk memanjakan diri di salon. Yapp SALON!! Finally akhirnya yaa pemirsah. Ngga jauh dari rumah dan di salon yang bisa dibilang sederhana juga ko. Tapi kalo ditanya soal pelayanannya yaa lumayan, ngga kalah sama salonnya artis-artis. Lucky me, pas nyampe ditempat gue ngga pake ngantri (karna biasanya slalu ngantri panjang bgt!!), yaudahlah yaa langsung deh perawatan. Waktu dipijet bagian pundak tuh berasa bgt pegelnya, keras-nyeri gitu (Hard-worker-bgtlah). Pelan2 gue sangat menikmati jari2 si mbak yang mijet. Daaaann mohon maaf lahir bathin buat si mbak, karna sepanjang gue facial sebenernya dia ngajak ngomong gue tapi yaa karna guenya yang cape yaa ngga di dengerin. Langsung lep, bobo cantik :) Sesekali emang kita wajib bgt untuk refresing. Apalgi dengan aktivitas yang seabrek-abrek. Misalnya gue yang ngadepin pasien langsung, yaa pasti ada rasa jenuhnya juga don...

short time weekend

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"Liburan ngapain aja is ?" "di rumah doang" "emang ngga ada acara gitu? dating kek, seminar kek, atau kumpul sama temen?" *mlengos ke kamar* *buka laptop* *nonton pilem* well, actually i was organized my schdule in long-time before the Day. But God has another plan. (wait... wait... wait you said God? it yourself!!). Five days in a week i had hard work. Meeting with (curious, weird even crazy) client it could be drain my power. Sucks traffic were makes me hands up. Apalagi kalo ada kereta yang datengnya telat, kan jadi ada penumpukkan penumpang di satu stasiun. I just have had two free days (but maybe not if i'd attending some event, like today) so i should maximize.  Ngga ada yang salah kalo liburan cuma pengen di rumah aja, tidur sehari tiga kali, bangun terus makan dan solat terus lanjut tidur lagi. Ini baru liburan. Tapi kalo begitu terus yaa lo bakalan "buta" sama dunia. Ngga usah dunia deh, sama lingkungan sekitar lo aja. Sekali-...

Happy Holiday

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Selamat liburan semuanyaaaahh *joget india* akhirnyaaaaa setelah sekian lama merencanakan pergi kesana kemari jadi juga waktunya kita liburan. meskipun ngga bedua doang tapi tetep mengesankan lah kalo perginya sama kamuuuuuhh *ngedipin mata*. ngga papa yaa next time insya allah kita rencakan lagi. kali ini pergi ke pulau seribu bareng sama temen-temen kuliah FQ. kita rame2 perginya, ber-24 orang. terus kita nyewa homestay gitu. karena kita udah paketan jadi smua2nya uda terima beres. enak kaaann.... kalo pergi2 gitu tetep ada plus-minusnya. ehm... ceritain minusnya dulu kali yak. perjalanan kita dari angke (yupss kita naik dari angke!!! once again please, DARI ANGKE... yaa maklumlah budget terbatas cyiiinn....) sekitar jam 8 dan sampe homestay jam 11an. lumayan bgt yak 3jam perjalanan. bahkan ini ngelebihin perjalanan ke bakauheni kalo gue lagi pulkam. ditambah lagi dengan kapal ferry yang "super unyu-unyu" bgttt... anyway, kapalnya sih ngga bermasalah yaa tapiiii orang...

your passion is yours

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Morning sunshine, morning you guys... Hopefully the day will be better than yesterday. Last night i was made time table for planning. Start from this year, i have one goals where i fulfilled them. But so sorry i can't explain it (its BIG secreet). When we talked about career, education and life style we also talked about passion. Your passion is yours. We have to be ourselves and do not compare to them. I really love about food and art and everything all about medicine. So i choose to deepen knowledge in Nutrition and Dietetics. When i meeting up with patient, giving them an advice or just help to solving the problem i feel that i found new interesting thing and can't found in anywhere. I am proud of myself if they had keeping healthy or keeping heard my advice then they do act. That is more than i expected. Oh God. I really thanks if i were an angel for them. Making healthy food, decreasing strees and improve their healthy. As a Nutrition Counselor, i really love...

You Never Walk Alone

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hola-holaaaa.... lama ngga mampir di blog, lama ngga nulis juga. Terakhir nulis itu dua bulan terakhir kalo ngga salah itupun semangat nulis uda mulai kurang sebenernya. Ngga males ko tapi kadang lagi ngga pengen aja mengungkapkan apa yang gue rasain ke ruang publik (hayaaahh.. sok ngartis bgt!!)but that's true. Dan sekarang gue ngerasa berhutang aja karena uda lamaaa bgt ngga ngeblog. Takutnya ada pembaca setia yang sengaja nungguin cerita gue. Hahahaa.. pede bgtt... Gimana Ris sekarang keadaannya? Alhamdulillah baik, dan belum ada yang berubah dalam hidup gue. Masih standar kayak yang dulu-dulu. Masih berusaha mencapai cita-cita dan terus berjuang entah sampe kapan. Hampir sedikit lagi sampe ke garis finish tapi ternyata Allah "me-restart" ulang perjalanan gue yang akhirnya ngebuat gue harus mengulang semuanya walopun ngga dari nol. Hahahaa... Tapi kadang tetep aja sakit yah. I almost done but everything changes beautifully. Allah has other perfect plans for me, for...

important things!

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Gue yakin banget kalian semua pasti punya barang-barang wajib yang mesti dibawa kalo pas pergi-pergi, yakan? Kalo ngga bawa itu tuh rasanya kayak ada yang kurang atau yaa ngga lengkap aja gitu. Nah sama banget kayak gue bahkan pas datingpun sempet-sempetnya gue bawa ransel yang lumayan gede sampe-sampe pas pertama kali ngeliat gue bawa gembolan gitu, abi langsung ngangkat alisnya. heemmm ... gue : "bi, aku suka banget ake ransel, mnurut km gimana?" abi  : "yaa ngga papa asal tau tempat aja, masa kondangan km pake ransel" gue : "kalo misalnya kita dating aku pake ransel gimana, nih ranselnya" (nunjukkin BIG ransel) abi  : "emang bawaan km seberapa banyak sih, blablablaaaa......." Ngga perlu gue terusin lagi kan kelanjutan percakapannya karna pasti udah bisa nebak kelanjutannya. Sebenernya kayak printilan-printilan kecil yang dianggep sepele justru itu yang dibutuhin. Sekiranya ngga bakal dibutuhin eee ternyata dibutuhin! misalnya? F...

H-0-L-I-D-A-Y

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Ceritanya barusan aja gue abis liat berita yang isinya tentang Indonesia (duileeh, tumben biasanya nonton gosip...) dan gue langsung sms abi bilang "abis liat berita tentang Indonesia nih, kayaknya kita mulai destinasi di sekitar tempat kita aja dulu, mau mengeksplore smuanya" (dan sayangnya ga dibales, ngga papa, mungkin beliau sedang sibuk kerja) Gue udah ngerancang jadwal liburan mau kemana aja dan ngapain aja. Insya allah relevan ko dalam segala hal dan ga neko-neko juga tapi pas liat berita yang isinya tentang kebudayaan Indonesia, gue jadi mikir dan re-schdule untuk mulai dari sekitar tempat tinggal kita aja. Ngga perlu jauh-jauh untuk keluar kota apalagi keluar negeri. Banyak hal disekitar kita yang menarik. Misalnya rumah gue ini masih bisa dibilang perkampungan atau pedesaan. Modelnya emang perumahan tapi di dalam perumahan yang masih ada sungai liar (yang dulunya masih ada biawak atau buaya tapi kalo sekarang engga ko), masih banyak pohon-pohon tinggi (i...

bored and boring

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JOBLESS.  his word can describe me now since the last exam, ausgust. No special thing i have to do. Cleaning house, reading, studying about grammar and watching movie is my daily activity. I was try applying job via email and no one reply. Mom said this is last year so may be companny closed registration. SAD!! of course but i could took hikmah  from that day, i might be prepared grammar well. In January i will take the test :) So, what would you do if you were me? still at home and you could do nothing. It makes me think about housewife. She is a real women. She could be a wife, could be mom, teacher for her kids, home assisten, best life partner for her husband, everything. And the work time is FULL TIME. It start from woke up till go to sleep. No, its no enough. She is make sure everything gonna be okay like a knocked the door, turn off the lamp and stove. If we have imagined that too many worked and sometime we never know. Let's appreciate our houswife, haha :D ...